Why did I get Married?

Don't you sometimes just want to be alone. I'm married. Newlywed as of Fall 2008. I find myself second guessing it. Why? I love him, he is the best I've ever had. In every aspect. I love him so much but sometimes I don't know if I made the right decision. I mean we've been together for 6 years but was I really ready. Maybe I'm having post-marriage cold feet. Funny but it can happen. Right? huhh.

Sometimes I don't know. Right now I'm not living the life I want and I'm working on changing it. It will happen one day. I'll be out of debt, not working for anyone but myself. One day I'm going to be a success publish my book.

It's like I want to live 2 lives. The married having babies, cooking, cleaning but then comes its the risky lifestyle. I want to freelance, take risks, live on the edge no commitments. I want to maybe write a column some where, I want to live today for today and worry about tomorrow tomorrow.

A little selfish of me. But what? I'm being sincere :)

Life is so complicated.. I WANT TO DO IT ALL! Have a good night world.

Love ALWAYS,

Sincere <3

Keeping it 100.

Wow fresh new page. Let's be sincere about life. This is going to be good I hope.